Monday, April 11, 2011

The Faun

I had the pleasure last weekend of attending a play. Now, let me be honest...when I get a break, or a chance to unwind, typically I want popcorn/bubblegum/gossip rags/sleep/mindless Netflix/sports--the last thing I want to do is deep thinking.

I read an article about Gregg Mozgala last year (or maybe later than that, I can't remember). He's an actor/writer/performer, and he has cerebral palsy like Elena. The article was, in essence, how Gregg's physical control of his body--gait, balance--was transformed by a ballet instructor who mentored him. Naturally, I immediately tried to find his contact information so I could write him about his experience, and see if he had any pearls of wisdom for me. No luck.

Through the Facebook grapevine, a few weeks ago I saw that he had a new website up--complete with upcoming performances. And one was in Northern Virginia--close enough to make the drive. I bought two tickets.

Diagnosis of a Faun

(I'm really tired here...hope i don't mess this recap up too badly)

Created by Tamar Rogoff, this piece investigates healing through science and art. Set (more or less) in present day, the play begins in the forest home of the Faun. A Ballerina enters the forest, capturing the Faun's attention--but during her dance, she falls and tears her tendon. The rest of the piece is set in and around a hospital, with doctors trying to heal the Ballerina. The Faun is also studied by the doctors as an example of how modern medicine would address his alignment/gait. The actors explore the juxtaposition between reality/fantasy, doctor/patient, human/beast, love/loss, empathy of looking at the whole person/stoicism of treating an acute injury. Or, something like that.

There are four players in this piece; Gregg stands out for many reasons--wearing only a loincloth, and being the only mythical creature being two obvious ones. Maybe the other theatergoers were watching the actors equally--but my focus was on Gregg and his movements. He started the play on a rock structure, at least three feet off the ground, with staggered rock steps leading up to the uneven platform. He moved all around the space; running, jumping, leaping, starting, stopping, getting up from the floor and back down again, forwards, backwards. His gait is imperfect; he has an obvious CP gait. His knees buckle in slightly; he appears to have tibial and femoral anteversion, like E. Several times during the piece I see his legs pulsing, either from fatigue or clonus. He can put both feet flat on the floor--but it seems that he has to think to do it--every time. He stands frequently with his weight on one leg, flat; the other, toes curled under, dragging slightly behind. So familiar.

I also saw a man. A grown man, independent and brave; a powerful, masculine, sexy, talented, strong man. A man, who went through the aches, pains, failures, successes, and mistakes that every person goes through while becoming a dancer. An individual who had to develop trust with a partner. Just...a guy, a performer, an artist, who happens to have CP.

My father and I got the opportunity to talk to him after the show. I hoped that we would...I wasn't really sure what to say, but it related to how he was able to move like he did. To me, he never stopped moving like a guy who had CP; but he moved wonderfully, and in a way that I hope and pray E will one day. He mentioned that growing up, all this therapists, teachers, doctors--everyone--was trying to get him to move like other people. And, why not; that's the best way to move for proper body alignment--and that was his only example. All the focus was therapy, exercise, repetition, try harder, relax, etc. He said the big breakthrough for him (in the beginning of his dance training, he said just thinking about stepping made him fall "all the time--ALL THE TIME") was putting the focus on the chest, the midline, the breath. He studied Alexander Technique, Yoga (I think), and through dance--found a way to better connect with how he moved his body. I said that sounded like a very mature concept--which he agreed.

While I'm not going to stop E's normal therapy schedule--PT, CME, sports, dance, {insert what she wants to do here}, this concept sounds a lot like Feldenkrais and Yoga. Focus, flexibility, strength, from the breath, from the core.

Don't ask me how you get an almost 6-yr old to absorb all that...but it's something I'll try to foster as E gets older, as best I can.

Thanks to Tamar and the cast and crew for a fantastic, intimate show. And although you've probably heard this many times before--Gregg, you are a fantastic inspiration. Thank you.

3 comments:

Kat said...

Gregg is the only man I've ever seen with CP similar to mine whose body is... attractive, hot, perfect... And his balance is jaw-dropping to me...

Anonymous said...

HI AMY
WOW I WISH SOMEONE WOULD HELP ME GET ON TRACK LIKE THAT.. I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE BETTER BALANCE AND BETTER CONTROL OF MY BODY.. WHEN I GET GOING I KEEP GOING AND THEN I FALL ON MY FALL BECAUSE I CANNOT SEEM TO CONTROL IT... ATHOUGH, THE FOREARM CRUTCHES DO HELP TO CONTROL THAT TO A POINT, BUT WHEN I USE THEM I ALWAYS HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT CONSISTANLY.. MAYBE THAT WILL IMPROVE I DON'T KNOW!!

I WOULD LIKE TO CHECK OUT FELDENKRAIS IF I CAN GET THERE.. IS THERE ONLY CLASS OR CAN IT BE PRIVATE FOR ADULTS AS WELL? DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE PRICES ARE LIKE?

MELISSA

Sarah said...

I heard about Gregg on the news a while ago and mentioned him to one of my clinic nurses. As luck would have it he was going to speak at the hospital I go to but I missed it, by something ridiculous like a day. I'm hoping to check him out some day.

By the way I took an Alexander Technique class. I didn't last because it just wasn't a good fit for me. Although I still have the book I had to get for it. If I can find it I can send you the info or even the book itself.